happy birthday, mommy.

as you know, i ordered you flowers. but i just now got the email that they wont be delivered today. and then i canceled them. and then i cried because i wont be there, and neither will the flowers. and i miss you a lot. *breathe*

i've decided that from now on {after this year} even if i can't make it home for Christmas, or won't be there for Thanksgiving, or for my birthday, or Mother's Day, or any other day of the whole damn year.. i'm going to be there for your birthday. because it happens to be two days before the 4th of July, and the combination of the two days make for the best and most happy weekend of the year. i promise that next year you'll get hand delivered flowers. from me. personally. have the most wonderful day. i loved hearing your voice! xoxo ♥